Four weeks ago I left Saipan. It was a bittersweet move, but one I knew I had to make. Since January I have been praying about this move and transition in my life. There were moments when I doubted my decision. I questioned whether I was doing the right thing. After-all jobs are hard to find back here in the States. I had job security. I loved where I worked and what I was doing. I love Saipan. I had no job waiting for me back home. So why leave? I asked God often for confirmation on my decision and he gave them. Still, I kept questioning whether I was doing the right thing. Again and again, though, I felt God was nudging me home. There was a moment when I had to simply put my doubts out of my mind and trust those nudges and go. So, I left the security of my job in Saipan and took a leap of faith in moving back home to Indiana.
I am happy to be back home. It feels good to be back where my roots are. I look forward to growing some new branches in my life. Even though I still haven't found a job yet, I know God will provide. This is a journey in faith. Real faith. Trusting God even though I can't see what's on the horizon. Believing my needs will be meet without the security of a job. My faith will grow.
So, I look ahead with hope knowing God is with me every step of the way.
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